God, why am i always a step late? i legitly liked her, really did.

nicholas spark is a goddamn hell of a writer; just watched 'a walk to remember' and 'the notebook' and got me to learn the song 'someday we'll know'.

if the song doesnt tell you something you cant relate to, you cant play/sing it well. but heck, love songs.. anyone can relate to them amirite. it just occurec to me that all this singing, guitar playing, building up my physique.. im sub-consciously doing it for my future girlfriend whoever it's gonna be =)

but if i were to date, let it be like fantasy in nicholas spark's novels. God, you know what i want, make it happen for me! heh

going on 19.. reality is hitting me in the head really hard. college (hah), work, family; wow i could have never imagined

Father, be my listening ear, a shoulder i can lie on. ill pour out all i have to say to you. then, minister to me.

reveal to me the power of your death and ressurection, Jesus. i want your peace.

look at yourself, no amount of arguments change anything if you dont change youself.

yes, the problem lies in you, that im very sure.

go lick a huge one, 'bro'.

too many cares; too much worry.

but i shan't any further, cus im trusting in the One that holds my future

grace isnt a doctrine; its a person.

In the begining ( Time )

God ( Force )

created ( Motion )

the Heavens ( Space )

and the Earth ( Matter )

there, there is your big bang you've been searching for